Title: How does it
feel to be 18th best?
During the Olympic trials I found myself sitting on my sofa
saying to my boyfriend: How can I not be good enough at a single sport on the
entire planet to represent the United States?
Not a single sport??
A few weeks later I received an email from USAT that I had
qualified for AG Nationals at the Olympic distance. EXCITING!
Nationals!! The Olympic distance
was sold out, however, and the email encouraged me to sign up for the sprint
distance. Done! I signed up and decided, in honor of this
being a national championship, I would go swimming. On July 2 I began to incorporate swimming
into my training. It’s almost
embarrassing to admit I trained at all because my swimming is awful, but I
really tried.
I have to say, I am certain I had the worst equipment at
Nationals. I have a 6 year old road bike
I race on, no areo helmet, and I wear my training sneakers b/c I can’t be
bothered to put speed laces into my racing flats. I knew, however, at least no one would steal
my stuff in transition.
I felt pretty good on the swim. Nothing awful happened and I swam as
expected. I was slow but not hurting. (In retrospect, if I was doing okay I should
have gone harder.)
After the swim I couldn’t find my bike. The day before I had taken 8 pictures of my
bike in transition including a picture of the letter at the end of my row. I was in row E. Unfortunately, I found myself running around
row D. I also could not get my
wetsuit off . I pushed down the panic and silently yelled at
myself: PULL IT TOGETHER NOW.
YOU HAVE A MARGIN FOR ERROR AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LOSE THIS RACE
RIGHT HERE IN T1. GO FIND YOUR
$%#$&%# BIKE!
I finally located my bike and extricated myself from my
wetsuit and got underway. I biked hard. It was a strong bike for me and I passed a
few women, including ONE from my AG. I
was confused b/c I was sure my swim was slow and my transition was worse and
there should be more people ahead of me and I was biking well. OMG, were they THAT FAR ahead of me??
I made it back to transition without a mechanical (always a
big happy moment for me) and carefully found my bike (there were 1200 bikes in
there!) and put on sneakers. I hit up
the run where I finally passed women in my AG (3-4 of them). That was super satisfying.
There was a 41 y/o woman running right near me that wasn’t
interested in letting me pass her so we pushed each other until the final
straightaway where I finally kicked it in and sped past her and a few other
women in the final meters. (Remember
this giant burst of speed for later in the story.)
At this point I felt as if I had for sure made Team
USA. The top 18 from each AG qualify and
my time would have put me around 7th in 2011. I was pumped with my race and my boyfriend
and I took lots of pictures that had US flags in them. Finally, enough time had elapsed where I
could go see the results….
I was 18th.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-that was uncomfortably close. AND THEN, since worlds is in 2013, I had to
see if any 29 year-olds would bump me from the top 18 as their age next year is
what counts for the 2013 Team USA. When
all was said and done, I was 18th in the 30-34 AG, headed to London
next September, by 2 seconds over 19th place. That’s right, *2* seconds. Nineteenth place was a 29 year-old who had
started in a different wave than me so I never saw her during the race. It still makes me nervous to think about!!!
I’ll tell you what, though, 17th runner-up has
never felt so AWESOME :)
(I’m giving an A for Audrey here…l was trying to come up
with my own symbol like Usain Bolt, Mo Farah, etc…)
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